ADHD in Women
Grad school finals week
I was diagnosed with ADHD back in October. I’m 33 and in my first semester of grad school in a very intense, very demanding program. I started medication in November and am still figuring out the right drug and dose. Right now I’m taking Adderall XR’s but they wear off around dinner time and I need the extra evening coverage. My doc gave me Ritalin to take in the evenings to get me through night classes, studying, and writing papers, but I’m finding the Ritalin makes me more tired, kind of woozy, and nauseated. I’m only taking 5 mgs of Ritalin right now and wondering if I’d need more to get the focus and clear head the Adderall gives me during the day, but I’m afraid it will make me feel even more sick.
I tried Concerta initially before the Adderall, and it did the same thing. The more I took, the more drowsy I felt and as I increased to the maximum dose my doc recommended, I got crushing headaches. It never did anything positive for me. This is my last week of school for the semester and I’m drowning in deadlines and just feel like my brain isn’t working. It’s frustrating. I’m behind on so many things and trying new meds is almost getting in the way. On the other hand, no meds at all and everything takes me five times longer and I can’t process information. I feel like there’s no good solution right now. I can’t tell if the side-effects of the meds are muddied by normal end-of-semester stress or if I really am reacting badly to the Ritalin. I’m not sure what to do about my evenings. I don’t want to take the Ritalin when the Adderall wears off, but I’m useless when I’m unmedicated. I’m tempted to just brew a pot of coffee at 6 p.m. and use that to get me through my evenings.
Anyway, I just needed to vent. When I talk to people in person, I feel like I’m whining and making excuses. Some of my friends think the ADHD itself is an excuse, and others think now that I’m taking meds I should be “all fixed.” It’s hard to articulate how rough this trial and error period is going with the medication. I keep being told I shouldn’t be getting sleepy from Ritalin, and that it’s probably a fluke. Maybe it is. I just know I don’t feel that way on the Adderall.
Thanks for listening.
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