Hey guys! @ work almost ready to cry. I’m super emotional! Thanks un-medicated ADHD/Bi-polar and PMDD. Its frustrating, people at my new job exclude me. My new co-workers don’t really have a need for me . I’am so socially awkward anytime I am in a big group I want to crawl under a rock because of my anxiety and paranoia. Everyday, I consider the un-thinkable. Its terrifying so frustrating. I’m beyond tired of living like this… I’m only 25 but as I get older my illness takes different forms and ultimately I’m just depressed 24/7 and the meds I was on made me more depressed and therapist don’t help only charge $100/hour just for someone to listen…. I think NOT! I don’t know what to do anymore…..Exposing myself as mentally ill to people has only left me more depressed and criticized daily. Family doesn’t understand, friends don’t understand… What am I too do? I don’t want to keep living like this. Not being able to control my own thoughts. I cried Friday because I was just so overwhelmed. I need help but I’m too insured to afford free meds and no counselors accept my insurance! I’m surprised I haven’t completely mental broke down yet. I’m going to cry when I get home definitely. I’m becoming more withdrawn except for work. I’m feeled with prue anxiety, and fear and sadness not to mention loneliness. If anyone has advice email me on here
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