ADHD in Women
today is the worst day
I feel like I’m a fish in a bowl and everyone who loves me is outside the bowl talking to me and telling me how much they love me but I can’t hear them and I can’t feel their love. We were supposed to have a good fathers day for my husband. but everything feels empty. I know this is depression. I have a doctors appointment in the morning to talk about getting on ADHD meds and probably an antidepressant. but tonight I just feel like nothing is going to help. I feel like I can’t win. and I have no idea how I’m going to react to the meds. I wish I wasn’t this way I wish I could just be happy and normal and accept my ADHD and be relieved about it but it’s just so hard. I don’t want to be this way. I failed so many times in the past. I don’t have a job for more than six to eight months, I got kicked out of nursing school for my behavior. I have some of the highest grades in the class but they made me leave because I’m quote unquote unprofessional I’m feeling really low tonight. I know this isn’t really supposed to be a therapy board or whatever, but I can’t afford therapy and writing it down and getting out there to other people who know what I’m going through is about as close as I can get. I miss the way I used to be when I was happy. now everyday is a struggle
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